Currently Listening Lucy Ford By Atmosphere guns and ciggerettes see related

haha.

new favorite website/

www.pornotube.com

ha

Currently Listening Catch a Fire By Bob Marley & The Wailers see related

 wow, so my week was pretty cool.

   umm, monday...just had the bad case of the mondays..you know. the usual.

 So umm, tuesday I chilled with  Winston(TBR) Alex, and eryk from tbr. it was fun.

   of course, eryk's mom yelld at us, like always. and never has a reason .Then we went to alex's, chilled there and watched the only good one,"child's play".then some of chucky2.

Then that night I got to see my mom over at the vines's house. it was very good. also she brought (on her way to see my bro graduate in S.C for military) me the rest of my stuff that I had to leave in texas. I'm having lunch with her in like 12 hours. it will be good to see one last time. so far, ive been seeing her once every month, good for me, eh?

 wendnesday, god it was like a repeated monday because of the break tuesday.

ok now today,well..nvm  I mean, yesterday, I got bitched out by my bus driver for doing nothing, i told her "i was never coming on her bus again, you whore face!" when I left. Cause it's true. then school....the same of course. When I got out I found out Me and my brother Stephen are going to Texas for the two weeks on a bus. it will be fun, and Lindsey is coming the whole week of thanksgiving. it will be rad.

 well, thats about it...yeah.

      deuace, im out,

                         -Johnny

Currently Listening In Motion By Copeland see related

wow, it has been a while since I have updated.

  now that I'm back I have had no time to rest. It's amazing how everyday I'm like hanging out with someone different. I missed it so much.

  ok so last night, I was skating and I saw Jake and bekah and diana, so I stopped and chilled with them. Then diana was droping me off , the road before mine to go home, and I didnt notice that the car was still moving So I stuck my foot out and put it down. here is the dialogue from that....?

      "Damn, I'm glad I got to chill with you guys, I'l see you later, actually come by later."

 I say.

  "sure just call us..." Said diana.

   "HOLYSHIT! THERES A CAR ON MY FOOT, OH MY GOD! DIANA, YOU PARKED YOUR CAR ON MY FOOT! OH MY GOD! BACKUP! BACKUP QUICK! MY FOOT IS CRUSHED! HOLLY SHIT! HOLY SHIT!"

    I say,

                          then you hear a loud " phlump-BUMP" wich is the car coming off of my entire foot.

     "oh my god, i just had a car on my foot...." I say, and i was completely fine.

    later on, Harrison, my boy came over, stephen came home and I had a semi-full bottle of whiskey and got me-self trashed for the night and the day after., and went up stairs to lay down on the couch and threw dpown all over the like...entire living room...it was amazing cleaning up. I could barely function enough too. definitly learned my lesson...stop when your vision is blurry.

    wow, so leave me some love this time.

                            -JOhnny

Currently Listening Mad World Pt.1 By Michael (Ft Gary Jules) Andrews mad world (donnie darko) see related

 yeah so I'm home now.

  it's so badass, I can't even beleive its true,

 like, it feels like all this is a dream.

 I'm not talking like suicidal or anything, I'm def. not emo,

 but, when i get thinking really hard, I kinda want to just quit everything when i finish high school. like, there really isnt any other reason to be alive after your out. I mean, it's kinda just a fall to your demise, and all you can do aobut it is put on a smile, and play it cool.

 but, shit, thers no reason to ruin a life, just because theres a few scraped and bruises.

 you have to press on. but, i feel inside like, what the fuck am I going to do, everyday i had my life handed to me on a platter, now im screwed, and have to do this all myself.

. and it's all because of this gay me moving and coming back shit,i wanna go back to the start. and thats it. but no one every said it would be easy or hard. i guess its both?

  i need something, to tell myself tho, somehting that will assure that everythings alright.

  -Johnny

 so, what now?